Sth to think about...

I wish my story will have a happy ending...

Here is a quote from an anime i have watched:
"There are many books in the library. Each book has a wonderful story that will never happen in reality. But as you fall in love, reality becomes a wonderful story, better than any novel"

I have always wondered, is love really as great as they say? To be so consumed by it, that you loses sanity and balance. To do foolish things and say unexpected words...Like the quote from the above, the things one reads in novels never do come true but love obviously does. And yet, i have seen the bitter side of love and i do not like what i saw. There were tears, hatred and despair. There were jealousy, suspicions and guilt. I have even seen a person fall so hard, she was never the same again. Are all these worth a few moments of love? Tell me, all those who have loved...
Wouldn't it be better to immerse oneself in the stories that one reads, without fear of getting hurt or perhaps, hurt was one way for a person to grow? I have read many books and saw many movies, each of them said one thing. Love makes you dependent, to not be able to live without the other. Is love so good as to lose one's independence?
The more i read, the more i believe that stories within a book are merely the unattainable. It is because there will never be a chance of a love story like the ones these authors have written, they strive to create a love story for others to believe in and then suffer disappointment. A good way to bring down to earth those who believed that LOVE is wonderful without pain and deceit.

It's starting all over again...

Oh my God, please>3 let me do well in this sem...

Well, a new sem has started and the torture is starting all over again for the next 4 months. ASSIGNMENTS!!! PRESENTATIONS!!! GROUP WORKS!!! Ah~~~~

Haiy, i have only started class since last week and oredi i'm falling half asleep...What's is wrong with me? I used to be able to concentrate quite well. But now...I'm falling asleep every 20 minutes. Shit!!! Haiy...ever since SPM, i seem to have lost the drive to study. Why??? Please return to me, my hardworking bugs...Take away this lazy bugs!!!