Hehe...update and b'day celebration

Hihihi, i wish money come in every yr...so that i can go shopping!!!!

Hehehe, anyway, that day, i went out with my kaki-s from SMKB, go to 1 Utama...First stop go eat at 'Garden'. But disappointed a bit le...The food is cold...What the hell!!! Yen, thanks for the strawberry o~~~Hehe, happy 1st anniversary oso. Wahahaha. Ish...anyway, after makan, go shopping la...What else oh, so many girls around. Wahahaha.Actually, b4 makan oso got go Forever 21 already...memang kaki-shopping. Wahahahahahaa....
Anyway, got go Kitchen (I'm not sure bout the spelling, though...i think it's wrong, but...) I bought a dress! Wahahaha, although it's black in color again. My mom sure say, Black again ah~~~~But this dress can wear formal and not formal. Wahahah, effective and efficient....Wahahaha, kanasai lo...business student liau...
Actually the dress got purple color but the purple is dull purple...haiy, if only it is like the Forever 21 color...Sharp a bit will be very nice. Ya, i like that Forever 21 bubble dress liau, too bad no size. M can wear but haiy...L would have been better. Why buy dress that tortures your body right? RIGHT?? Haiy, i don think many ppl will agree with me...So many would die for beauty~~~

Finally wanna go home le...I driving but decided to take another road. kanasai lo...Lost already. Just one wrong decision took us to Batu Cave liau lo. OMG...roundabout la, masuk wrong road la until must reverse out. Fuyoh, adventure lo.Hahaha, my driving skill still make my friends scream 'BREAK ah!!!!'
Finally we make it safely to Mill Wheel lo. Eat ice d. i order match snow which is actually green tea coloring mixed into the ice, den a little red bean. Ok la...boleh la...but the cake you all buy lagi best. wahahahaah.

Last words...THANK YOU all who celebrated Bee and I d b'day. Wahahaa.

Please don't forget me....

I wish I can survive this last few weeks....

To all my SMKB kawans...do you still remember how i look?? So long din c u all liau...Miss miss...Please don't forget bout me ya...I'm coming back soon~~~from the realm of killer-assignments and stupid exams...Wait for me 'swimming' and 'shopping' ah...Ya, i'll sms you my list of presents soon. Wahahahaha...

To all my Help kaki, gambatteh ya, cannot die ah...still need to go cheong-k ah...and bbq ah...and visit Colleen d bf d BIG BIG hse (Li Qi, bring a compass, just in case)...Hehehe...

Pls remember me~~~I'm still here~~~

Oh My God...Still Assignment ah...

I wish the time would just stop...At least until after i finish my Customer Service assignment...

Haiy...this is one sad case for me...Other assignments done, interview also done. But the most cham is I still have 2 Customer Service assignment ah! And presentation...First say due date is 18th Nov...then change to 30th Nov. So damn happy lo...Mana tahu, suddenly tell us change again the date. Pengsan~~~

This time the date kena brought forward, to 25th Nov...Shit lo...I haven't even start lo...Die die also must start but still got many assignments at that time. So din do...Now, after a few assignments done, only start doing...But ah...cry~~~2000 words in 1 week...HOW to finish????????

I'm going to kill myself with all my assignments!!!

I wish 'they' have more sense than to lump all the assignment due dates together...

Brainless morons...why stuck all the due dates together??? Did they think we are super humans ah?! 4 assignments due on 17th, 18th and 19th November....Siow eh. That's only like 1 month away...and yet here i am blogging about my pain and suffering instead of doing it. Haiy...I'm hopeless. But my life is 'shit' anyways, so it's to be expected that life is doing its best to torture me. Did i mention there's another assignment due on 4 NOV? That's another way, life is torturing me...How in the world can we finish in time when all of us are so blur lik anything. Text book's grammar is like shit (and they call themselves author!) assignment topic and handouts are like crap! Haiy...why can't be simple and precise...Think very proud izzit, write until u can't c the paper liau!

There's oso the problem where Mr.C, my lecturer is expecting me to do a interview with my group members. If 1 is lazy, 1 is always MIA, one is don bother, how does he expect me to do...Draft d whole thing by myself izzit??? Kanasai betul!!!!

Presently, i'm contemplating death and suicide...and i'm not sure whether it's for me or 'them'...

Sth to think about...

I wish my story will have a happy ending...

Here is a quote from an anime i have watched:
"There are many books in the library. Each book has a wonderful story that will never happen in reality. But as you fall in love, reality becomes a wonderful story, better than any novel"

I have always wondered, is love really as great as they say? To be so consumed by it, that you loses sanity and balance. To do foolish things and say unexpected words...Like the quote from the above, the things one reads in novels never do come true but love obviously does. And yet, i have seen the bitter side of love and i do not like what i saw. There were tears, hatred and despair. There were jealousy, suspicions and guilt. I have even seen a person fall so hard, she was never the same again. Are all these worth a few moments of love? Tell me, all those who have loved...
Wouldn't it be better to immerse oneself in the stories that one reads, without fear of getting hurt or perhaps, hurt was one way for a person to grow? I have read many books and saw many movies, each of them said one thing. Love makes you dependent, to not be able to live without the other. Is love so good as to lose one's independence?
The more i read, the more i believe that stories within a book are merely the unattainable. It is because there will never be a chance of a love story like the ones these authors have written, they strive to create a love story for others to believe in and then suffer disappointment. A good way to bring down to earth those who believed that LOVE is wonderful without pain and deceit.

It's starting all over again...

Oh my God, please>3 let me do well in this sem...

Well, a new sem has started and the torture is starting all over again for the next 4 months. ASSIGNMENTS!!! PRESENTATIONS!!! GROUP WORKS!!! Ah~~~~

Haiy, i have only started class since last week and oredi i'm falling half asleep...What's is wrong with me? I used to be able to concentrate quite well. But now...I'm falling asleep every 20 minutes. Shit!!! Haiy...ever since SPM, i seem to have lost the drive to study. Why??? Please return to me, my hardworking bugs...Take away this lazy bugs!!!

Wahaha...a bit late i noe but still i wanna write...Wahaha...I wish I can drink alcohol without looking like a cooked lobster in the end...

Wahaha...let's recap. Last Saturday, I went to Bdr Tasik Selatan to meet my frens for lunch b4 going to the b'day dinner later that night. As usual, KTM is late and packed like sardine with too many ppl (H1N1, my ass ah...M'sians have no fears d lo...Still going out so happily) Once reach there, the 4 of us (Me, May, Li Qi and Stephanie) had dimsum at Tai Thong for lunch (Wahaha, very nice and cheap...50% off le...) Anyway, after shopping for presents...Stephanie drove us back to her extra apartment. Fuyoh....I never knew a few girls 'ban leng leng' can take so long d lo...Wahahah...if up to me, I 1/2 hour oso can be done liau....But alas, I'm not the only 1 going to the dinner. From 4 sth to 7 sth p.m. 4 girls non-stop make-up, make-hair...(Not including me ya, I just stand around watching but thanks Li Qi for straightening my hair even thought my hair a bit 'degil' la)Wahahaha...I c oso wanna pengsan...Really must sacrifice if wanna be beautiful...The dinner was a japanese buffet and if it's a japanese 'dessert' buffet i lagi happy. Wahaha.

(Not Japanese dessert buffet oso nvm...The things there were quite good...Hehe, but the berry very very sour...Happy belated b'day, Sue Ann...Stephanie oso...hehe)

(I'm not in the pic cause of the next picture...)

(This is not my heels, by the way...hehehehe.I'm just sitting there for morale-support)

After dinner, they all wanna go bar (I feel a bit 'pengsan-ish' oredi) Wahaha, first stop is Sky Bar...Very nice view but packed like hell. Can only stand at the bar cause no more place to sit liau...wanna sit, make la reservations(1-2 weeks b4, What!?!?) Since no place ma go elsewhere lo...In the end, go Luna Bar...Cover charge RM50 plus 1 drink...OMG!!! But i tell myself 1st time and since they all so beria-ria wanna go, whatever la. Inside smoking area looks more interesting, but we sit at non-smokin area. Very hot le, kanasai...certain part only got aircond...summore i drink vodka lime...lagi hot(as in sweating-hot, not sexy-hot...).

(Luna Bar d pool..not allowed to swim,btw.)

(My frens and i with Stephanie as photographer)

(Why take pic in the toilet? I don know...Just going along for fun...)

(Stephanie and May)

(Li Qi and Xin Wen)

(Colleen's bf, Colleen and I)

(Luna Bar d bar...Notice the couple kissing? They kissed for so very long...)

Wahaha..still got photos d but i very lazy wanna post everything up...Wahaha...

Anyway, after bar-ing, we go back to the apartment...wasai...i forgot they still have to remove make-up...After that, play cards for a while (too bad din play money, if not I could be a little richer...haiy) Around 4 sth a.m, Li Qi suddenly want to eat mamak...Bandar Sg.Long really really quiet at 4 a.m. Eat liau, talk liau finally wanna sleep (It's 6 a.m.)

Wahaha...that's how my day ended. After that was an uneventful journey back to Kepong where once again M'sians who do not worry bout H1N1 packed and pushed in the ktm carriages with the air-cond turned on low. Shit betul!

Anyway, this is my first experience to a bar, my not-first experience with the ktm and my first experience with girls who really took bout 2-3 hours 'ban leng leng'. Wahahahahahaha.....

Haha...updating...updating

Hehe...I wish my new sem won't be so hard...Please, Tuhan....don't make me feel so kesian....

Haha...new sem is about to start...Wuwu...holidays ending soon. 3 months of my life just flew past my window...Anyway, soon will oso be busy for the annual ball (kanasai lo...where i wanna find creative ppl summore o???) Haiy...got idea got idea la but not sure can work bo....the ceiling mayb too high for the balloons la...Faint*
Anyway, no theme no nothing, just expect us to do the design liau...Ok la, lucky can vomit out a design for them...Lucky...

Anyway...Kawans from my SMKB time...5 yr plan ke? Hmmmm...
1) Attend Yee's wedding...
2) Attend Yen's wedding...
3) Go double dating with Ang...
4) Before go double dating with Ang, find 1 bf 1st...
5) Before find 1 bf 1st...Try to survive University life...And get a job (i_i)

Wahahah....My kawans...this is my 5 yr plan...Wahahahahahahaha

To my frenz from Help UC...

I wish money would just fall from the sky...

Okay...frenz, here's the plan...
Stephanie wanted to do a makan-outing during the 1st week of August (but not sure when u all free...so give dates of when u will be free)

And we are not sure wanna do buffet, steamboat or western food?

Give suggestions of nice places to eat, and we will all talk bout it here...

Hehe...Stephanie say there's this place in Pavillion, a cafe with a price range of RM 15.9- 25.9 only...including dessert + drink...

Okay, keep this posted.

Nothing to do...

On holiday...best time to diet?

I wish to be able to diet successfully without having to fear I may one night chew my own hand off in hunger...(o_o)''

Okay this is one of the things my sister told me. Apparently, one can slim down if you survive on green apples and water for a week. I really planned on doing it...but it seems my willpower isn't as strong or loud as the grumblings of my stomach. Sweat...On the 1st day, I have successfully ate an apple for lunch, then dinner. After 2 apples, my stomach still calls out for more food. My 'dear dear' brother apparently out to torture me, left a plate of fried mee on the dining table. As i would have to walk past the table to reach the kitchen and to get my apple. All together I have walked past the plate of mee 4 times...Each time with its own thoughts...
1st trip: Wu~~~Fried mee for dinner...Must be good to be able to eat.
2nd trip: Why didn't me brother finish it? Urgh...
3rd trip: OMG~~~I wanna eat...
4th trip: Imagining...."Putting the mee and meat into my mouth..."

It was torture and evidently my mom can c it in my face. Finally, she was too heartsick to see her precious daughter suffer from chronic hunger and finally broke my resolve to starve myself all in the name of beauty. And shame on me, in the end, i did finish the plate of mee...

It was after that meal that I realise, Shit...I still have a few celebratory meals with my friend...Pasar Malam and Steamboat... Therefore, i conclude, I can never survive on apples and water only...My next and modified plan was to eat one meal per day and the remaining meals=apples.

So far i have succeeded in keeping to that routine but i must tell you or anyone out there...Why suffer for beauty...I'm thinking of quitting all the time but wat to do? Fat ppl=less chance in society because first impression says it all. Society nowadays look at ppl through tinted glasses, favouring those with nice features and beautiful body...It is because of these, kids nowadays are bulimic and anorexic, and ppl are dying from plastic surgery. All due to the warped standards ppl have nowadays on beauty. If can, I would never have bowed to this dictate but wat to do, who am I to change the whole worlds perception and therefore, i will lose weight only up to the level where my BMI is healthy. I will not lose more than that! Think ppl! Change your shallow perceptions...fat ppl can be as accomplished as others, maybe even better because we are happy and have enough nutrients sent up to our brain...

An outing with frens from Uni...Yesterday

The day started out with extreme bad luck. I had a choice between going to Mid Valley by car or by train. For safety, environmental and $$ purposes, I chose the KTM. My 1st thought upon getting by the ticketing counter was..."SHIT!!! Why so many ppl???" Everywhere I looked there was clusters of ppl. Especially young young things all enjoying their youth while mine dwindled into a foregone past...Good-bye youth~~~
Okay...it turns out there was an accident which ends up delaying the train, making ppl extremely uncomfortable and grouchy. I thought what the heck, wait la...what else to do. And so I waited, and waited, and waited. Ding! Finally a train was seen making its way to our platform. Everyone got up and was ready to push their way in a la Malaysian. But there was just one problem, the train itself was already packed to the brim. I knew I couldn't squeeze in (Unless I had my durian-elbow-pad) so i gave up and decided to wait for the next train. How long can it be right...especially when I see one guy trying desperately to hang on for dear life because there was no door to the train and he was just one step away from falling out.
It was a HUGE mistake to wait. It would be another 1/2 hour(the person announced it to be 1 hour, the horror!!!) before another train makes an appearance. I was sitting there and thinking whether to drive there instead because there were more sweet young things crowding the place (What is it with yesterday? Going-out-for-youngsters-day?) But alas, I didn't because the ktm station cheated me of my parking fee (RM 3) and because I bought a two-way ticket to MV. It's a lot of money to throw away. And so I wait...and wait...wait...ZzZzZz
Ding! It's finally here but Good Lord! What is wrong with the ppl inside? I am nearly squeezed to death and would have resembled a sardine if not worse. People out there, please be more considerate...try not to air your arm-pits in a cramped train, breathing down or into one's face, brush or push your a** into ppl's face or back, or try to hold the pole by snaking your way through a few person's waist, head, etc. Thank q very much...
Once I'm out of the train, it was euphoria. I could kiss the ground if it wasn't dirty and had foot prints smudges all over it. I went to the GSC to meet my friends and I had expected to see a big group waiting for me...
I found out soon enough, it was only 3 of us...Stephanie, Li Qi and myself. We bought tickets to see 'Drag Me To Hell' and decided to go lunch as Chillis.
I had a country-fried chicken and ice lemon tea. It was big and delicious but the chicken was not moist, a little dry (chicken breast, understandably). The mash potatoes were delicious and the corn would be nicer if it weren't as soft. It was good and expensive. Food was RM 24.95 and drink was RM 7.sth. Add that to a 15% tax and OMG!!! I have to starve myself next month.
Okay...the show.
Anyone out there who have sensitive ears, please refrain yourself from watching this show. The sound can render you deaf for a moment. Yes, I'm not exaggerating, it's that loud. My advice: bring ear-plugs (you will still hear just fine). It was not scary at all...comical and grotesque would be more apt. There was a lot of icky stuff coming out of the old obasan's mouth and into the main character's mouth, face, etc. The show focused on the woman but I think the old woman should have her name on the promotional poster. She was there throughout the whole show, even getting hit by a staple, getting teeth knocked out and biting the main character sans said-teeth. She was a persistent old woman, even after death, she still had a lot of things to do...Haiy, haven't she heard of RIP?
Now I must ask, is it necessary to go through all those icky disgusting stuff to be an actress? I wouldn't want to be the main character when she had all those things in her face, especially clese contacts with the obasan's dentures....
All in all, watch if you have nothing to do and wanted to see disgusting stuff spraying into another person's mouth/face. There are laugh scenes but might as well watch a comedy instead. Urgh...i'm feeling queasy now after thinking back...
Signing off.

I wish to be able to play The Sims Complete Collection.

Today, I spent my afternoon with old friends from school. We did what we had always done as a student and that was to eat at the local stall before going anywhere. It was cheap and nice, although the owner was getting stingier and stingier with the meat. I could hardly see them. But I couldn't complain that much can I, it was only RM 3.00. Anyway, the next stop after lunch was Jusco, Kepong. The plan was to watch a movie but everyone couldn't decide. It was a war between 'Monster vs Alien' and 'I Corrupt All Cops'....which in the end the latter won by majority voting for an action film instead of animation.

'I Corrupt All Cops' was a tale set in the 1970s if I'm not mistaken, dealing with cops and bribery. The beginning was interesting with blood and bribery. Most definitely a 18 PL show. One can't take one's little brother or sister and let them watch some1 bash a person's skull with everything bashable on a table. Oh...the nightmare or rather for those impressionable, the time for trial testing with a friend's head. The movie started quite interesting, with violence and comedy, and then slowly deteriorated towards the ending. The ending was less than satisfactory, but i shouldn't spoil the ending for anyone out there who haven't seen the show.

Ah yes, before the show, we went for a round of sushi at Sushi ****. The things are getting smaller by the day and somehow, my friends and I felt cheated at having to make do with smaller pieces of sushi at the same price.

After the show and sushi, I send them all home after which my friends presented me with a big bar of cadbury chocolate-mint filling. It was a gift from their trip to Langkawi which sadly I couldn't go because of exams...Haiy...why the heck must TarC's schedule clash with Help UC's. I have missed several trips with my friends...Angry~angry~

Anyway, thank q friends for not forgetting me even in the midst of fun. I LOVE You!!!

Today, I got several photos from the trip to Genting which I shall share some cute and memorable ones...

In the cable car: from left: Li Qi, Karen, Xin Wen, Colleen

Myself and May in the nauseating cable car.

The very tiring-to-paddle/cycle-raft-thingy

Aiyo, who so bad ah? Take my sleeping 'auntie' look...

Myself and Stephanie while waiting for to board the bus.

Myself and May in the freaking long Ferris Wheel.

Haha, Xin Wen, Li Qi and May in the space shot. The other 4 of us decided to pass.

From left: Li Qi, Stephanie and Xin Wen

Us few looking like wedding guests (^O^)

Please don't eat us~~~

From left: Myself, Xin Wen, Stephanie, Colleen, Karen, May (The one holding the camera: Li Qi)

Genting Trip

I wish to be able to do something productive this holiday.

I'm back from my Genting trip with my friends and it was:

1. Not that cold (global warming)
2. Fun...We had a lot of laughs (even while we were trying to sleep) and lots to talk bout (hey...we are all girls with a lot to gossip about)
3. Tiring...you have no idea how much energy it takes to paddle/cycle the raft-looking thingy in a race...Oh...
4. Expensive...God!!! The things there are $$$.

Okay, we started with a little problem having had to delay our trip by almost an hour because of bus schedules. The trip up to Genting was slow and a little nauseating (i_i) Poor me~~~ Then it was the cable car...Urgh, another sickening ride. It was like stuffing us in a box, literally. Little air and mild rocking = dizzy + headache. By the time i reach steady land, I am in serious need of medicated oil... Lucky i have friends who are well-prepared (Thanks, Li Qi!).

Lunch was at a place called 'Causeway Bay' which was so expensive I was willing to go w/o lunch (French toast was already RM 9.00) After check-in, i share a room with Stephanie and Xin Wen and us 3 had the queen-sized bed...Lucky! (The other room had to be shared among 4 other ppl and had only 2 single bed). We are poor students...it can't be helped.

The next thing was the theme park...but shit, almost everything fun is under maintenance...ah....my Spinner~~I din even get to ride it. and though it was a weekday and non-holiday, the theme park was still packed...It was an 'Oh my God' moment sometimes when we saw the queue. The most fun I had was probably the water bumper moment, even though only 3 of us went (Li Qi, May and I). Hehe, dry liau ma your pants? Anyway, there was a heavy mist and slight drizzle. Nothing much left to do, so when went back indoors.

After a round of roller-coaster and a trip to the cinema to buy tickets, it was back to the hotel...did I mention it was a loooonnnnggg way to our room...Faint* Anyway, we all had a wonderful time getting ready to sneak into the casino...haha, although some looked like a wedding guest or the bride itself. The funniest thing was Li Qi being able to enter instead of Colleen. And here we thought Li Qi was sure to be kicked out immediately. Haha...May and Stephanie tried but Stephanie failed as well. I didn't even try...I guess I was scared of being asked to leave...Anyway, dinner cost me RM 30!!! It was just a pork chop and a sugar cane drink! Ah, to be expected though.

After dinner, we went to ride some of the indoor rides...It was slow and painfully long, especially the Ferris wheel (It just wouldn't stop, Stephanie was going to hit the guy anytime soon). It was back to the hotel to rest before going for the show, Night at the Museum 2.

It was 1.30 a.m. and we were tired from all the chit-chatting. Everyone felt like sleeping right in the cinema, except, the seat was damn uncomfortable and we had already paid for the show, might as well watch it.

The first show was better than the sequel...The humour was almost the same, perhaps not even as funny. And then the was the Jonas Brother's flying/singing cupids...Haha, if my frens didn't tell me I wouldn't know. It was weird...The evil guy, Akhmenrah was even funnier than Ben Stiller's character, an accomplishment for Akhmenrah and a negative for Ben Stiller.

The show ended and the 7 of us trudged back to the hotel and fell asleep (before a game of poker, that is). Lunch was a non-committal affair, I just wanted to fill my stomach in case I puke in the cable car. The cable car ride down was less nauseating but nauseating non the less. The trip ended with all of us saying our good-byes after getting down from the bus.

All in all, an experience I cherished. My first trip with my uni friends...Haha, let's do it again next semester. I love you girls!!!

Total time spent: 33 hours

Total money spent: RM 137

My first Wish

I wish I will have more things to write in the future...

Okay, officially this is my first blog for this site and I'm happy that I'm blogging bout a happy occasion. Finally! My semester is done and I can finally be free for at least 3 months. Yahoo!!! 3 WHOLE months! Anyway, my last exam was today and I manage to finish it before i pass out from overheating and exhaustion. Whew...after the exam, the whole group of 7 people (Karen, Li Qi, May, Colleen, Stephanie, Xin Wen and myself) went for a movie: Push starring Chris Evans, Camilla Belle and Dakota Fanning. It was not our first choice but since Xin Wen had already watched 'Night at the Museum 2', we thought it better to just watch another show.

Push
Rating: 6/10
It was quite interesting to see a grown-up Dakota Fanning with purple-streaked hair. She has clearly grown up. Anyway, Chris Evans and Camilla Belle both did okay, except for Chris Evan's Cantonese. It was abysmal. There was also another supposedly Chinese gal who should have been able to speak fluent Cantonese since her 'family' was speaking Cantonese quite well. Oh well, one can't expect too much. It was shot mostly in Hong Kong, but there was a scene my friend thought reminded her very much of Vietnam or Thailand. The people milling about do NOT look Chinese. The special effects were passable as was expected of Hollywood movies depicting telekinetic abilities, such as being flung everywhere with a flick of the wrist. There were also two Chinese guys with power who looked strange and a bit like a goldfish when they use their power. It was odd seeing them as bad guy right at that moment when they started screaming. Anyway, I need to say, even if the bad guy...Victor is not handsome but the way he uses his power...Ah!!!! So good-looking. So much better compared to Chris Evan's dismayed efforts to hold a gun to the guy's head.

Anyway, aside from the movie...I will be going to Genting this Wednesday! Woohoo!!! 2D1N event with the same 7 people and more will be updated once I return from the trip. So far, i can only say, there will be only 2 rooms and 7 people...Need i say more? We are poor...Well, most of us are...Anyway, themepark is on the agenda, so is a trip to the casino, though i don't think we will be able to go in...So far that's the plan...And lastly is to make sure we enjoy ourselves!

Genting, here we come!